Ok so I actually ovulated on day 14!!! I know that some women ovulate later sometimes day 16 or 17 and have healthy babies. However, I was told by my Dr. That it's ideal for me to ovulate on day 14. Now, with that being said, I have been walking 2-4 miles a day 6 days a week. I think that has made a huge difference. That coupled with a lack of stress. We baby danced the night before and I laid completely flat and went to sleep. I read where pineapple juice is supposed to help the egg actually implant into the uterus. So we will see. I am really trying to not get excited. It's just hard not too.
Here is too the Two Week Wait!
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Hello stress free enviroment, is this possible?
Ok, so as of last Saturday the 9th of June, I completed my FIRST week as a housewife. I am not real sure how things used to get done, oh that's right they DIDN'T until I just couldn't stand it anymore lol. Its so strange. While I am resposible for keeping the house clean and paying the bills, my life has become a WHOLE lot less stressful. I LOVE getting to laugh when my husband and I take a walk. I LOVE not being worried about where our money is coming from.
How wonderful is it to have this freedom!!!! I most of the time, don't even wear any makeup. What a freeing experience. To know, that my husband has taken all the responsibility to himself to help relieve my stress and hopefully start our family. For once, he has put ME first! He acknowledged last night that when we first got married (7 years ago in August) that I was not his priority. He did what he wanted to do regardless of my wants or needs. It felt good to hear that. I needed that. I know a lot of ya'll who read this don't know me from Eve. I didn't become a "worrier" till we started TTC'n. This journey has changed me in ways. I look at others whom are pregnant and think ok, my situation is much more stable then theirs, why not us? What must we do in order to achieve this?
This JUDGEMENT is NOT fair. Who am I to judge? What makes me any better than anyone else? NOTHING.....I am NO better than anyone else. I want to so badly to be happy for pregnant people. I have been praying that God, will help me put my shield down. Help me move passed this, move passed being so bitter.I believe that he will...I believe that he already has. I just have to open up and be happy with MY life NOW and be in the NOW not looking down the road saying WHEN will it be MY turn.
DISCLAIMER: I know a few great ladies that are pregnant right now. This is NOT directed at anyone. In the last 4 YEARS, I have struggled with this. This is my way of dealing with MY issues. This is MY blog.
How wonderful is it to have this freedom!!!! I most of the time, don't even wear any makeup. What a freeing experience. To know, that my husband has taken all the responsibility to himself to help relieve my stress and hopefully start our family. For once, he has put ME first! He acknowledged last night that when we first got married (7 years ago in August) that I was not his priority. He did what he wanted to do regardless of my wants or needs. It felt good to hear that. I needed that. I know a lot of ya'll who read this don't know me from Eve. I didn't become a "worrier" till we started TTC'n. This journey has changed me in ways. I look at others whom are pregnant and think ok, my situation is much more stable then theirs, why not us? What must we do in order to achieve this?
This JUDGEMENT is NOT fair. Who am I to judge? What makes me any better than anyone else? NOTHING.....I am NO better than anyone else. I want to so badly to be happy for pregnant people. I have been praying that God, will help me put my shield down. Help me move passed this, move passed being so bitter.I believe that he will...I believe that he already has. I just have to open up and be happy with MY life NOW and be in the NOW not looking down the road saying WHEN will it be MY turn.
DISCLAIMER: I know a few great ladies that are pregnant right now. This is NOT directed at anyone. In the last 4 YEARS, I have struggled with this. This is my way of dealing with MY issues. This is MY blog.
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