Clomid....first round

My doctor put me on 50mg of clomid to hopefully make me ovulate sooner in my cycle. I needed to get a positive opk on day 13, since your LH surge peaks 24/48 hours prior to ovulating. Well today is day 13 and no :) for me. :(

I have only two more cycles for this work, if it's gonna work. Bad part is, I have to "time" coming to WY to "visit" around when I will be ovulating.

I could quit work and come up here and focus on starting a family, but what happens if this is his only job on the pipeline? What if, he doesn't like it? You know that's when I will get pregnant. When we have no way to support a baby. He would muddle through it if he had too, but then life would miserable.

Ugh, I just don't understand. On a side note, here is the view from where we are staying in Cheyenne WY.

I will be going home Monday the 30th to try an live life normally. Yeah, that will be fun.