Last week of WORK!

This week is my last week at work! While I have waited for this A LONG time, I am not completely ready to let go. I have every emotion that you can possibly have.  I KNOW this has to be done in order to be with my husband.

On one hand I am frustrated, I have offered everything that I know of in order to compromise and still be able to work, but work from WY. Now, with that being said, 98% of what I do can be done from somewhere else. We work on an internet based program. They offer me a substantial raise and tell me that I can go see him once a month. However, when I want to stay an employee with a change up of how things get done, then its a no go. Anyway, I have washed my hands of it.

On the other I AM READY FOR THIS JOURNEY!!!!

So Friday, June 1st will be my last day. I will head to WY the 2nd. I am ready to be with my husband. He is my everything. I have said this before and will say it again. I truly hope that every single woman gets to feel the love that I feel when I am with my husband. Does that mean that we don't have fights? Does that mean that we don't want to even see each other sometimes?  There are days where I'd like nothing more than for him to leave, to just leave me alone. "RELATIONSHIPS" are just that relations with someone else. We are each different and we each like to do things our own ways, but some times you just have to compromise.

Each year I learn to let go just a little more, to trust in my husband and trust that God has a plan and we are to follow that plan. Since our TTC journey, we have become closer. He has held me and just let me cry on my bad days. I couldn't imagine living without him.

New Journey!

As of June 1st, I will be a house wife and June 2nd I will be heading to WY to be with my amazingly hot husband! I am nervous, excited, terrified, happy, sad, anxious and ready! I believe that I am making the right decision!

I hope that everyone can find the love that BJ and I have. When I first met him I knew that I wanted to be with him, even though I thought I was in love with someone else. He had my heart from the first hello! Yes, ladies that does exist! I can not believe that BJ and I have known each other for 12 years this year. We have been together since I was 16 and he was 18! We got married two years later in 2005. We will celebrate our 7 YEAR wedding anniversary this year (2012). We bought our first house in 2006. We still own that house. We have since bought another house, with 10 acres in 2011 but we have been living there since 2009.
We are about to embark on a new journey where "traveling" is our life style.
I am so happy that I get to spend the rest of my life with someone who challenges me at every turn. Someone who is the complete opposite of me.
Don't get me wrong, we have some VERY low and VERY hard times. I am sure we will still go through some more of those times, but I know as long as we stick by each other and continue to love each other that we will make it!

Clomid-Round 1

Well, had our first round of clomid. Sad to say, that there is not a baby boblett on the way. =( I knew the chances of it working the first time were slim. I had very few issues with the meds. Some pain around ovulation, but that was to be expected.

My husband has accepted a job in WY on the pipeline. Therefore, we are currently not together. So there will be a break in Clomid for a month, then when I go to WY, I will re-start the Clomid then! Maybe since I will be able to relax and not stress about much, maybe we can FINALLY have the family we have wanted for a LONG time.

I just want to tell everyone thank you so much for your support and prayers!!! Our journey isn't over, we have a long ways to go!