This week is my last week at work! While I have waited for this A LONG time, I am not completely ready to let go. I have every emotion that you can possibly have. I KNOW this has to be done in order to be with my husband.
On one hand I am frustrated, I have offered everything that I know of in order to compromise and still be able to work, but work from WY. Now, with that being said, 98% of what I do can be done from somewhere else. We work on an internet based program. They offer me a substantial raise and tell me that I can go see him once a month. However, when I want to stay an employee with a change up of how things get done, then its a no go. Anyway, I have washed my hands of it.
On the other I AM READY FOR THIS JOURNEY!!!!
So Friday, June 1st will be my last day. I will head to WY the 2nd. I am ready to be with my husband. He is my everything. I have said this before and will say it again. I truly hope that every single woman gets to feel the love that I feel when I am with my husband. Does that mean that we don't have fights? Does that mean that we don't want to even see each other sometimes? There are days where I'd like nothing more than for him to leave, to just leave me alone. "RELATIONSHIPS" are just that relations with someone else. We are each different and we each like to do things our own ways, but some times you just have to compromise.
Each year I learn to let go just a little more, to trust in my husband and trust that God has a plan and we are to follow that plan. Since our TTC journey, we have become closer. He has held me and just let me cry on my bad days. I couldn't imagine living without him.
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