Amazing what we take for granted
Current mood:
blessed
Isn't it
amazing what we take for granted each and everyday? I was driving home
tonight from my moms..who had made a very good dinner..absolutley
delicious. I noticed this cute little house that pass each and every
time I go to my mom's house. But tonight it looked so cute..the lights
in the living room where on and its chilly outside. And that got me to
thinking...how nice it would be to snuggle with my husband..feel his
lips touch mine. I miss my husband very much. I want to be in our house
where we can snuggle on the couch together...blessedJuly 2007- he left to go to New Mexico and do boarder patrol
August 2007- We were told that he would be sent to Iraq
Sept 2007- This is the last full month that we got to spend together.
Oct 2007- Got his active duty orders to go to FT Chaffey also the same month we found out we were pregnant.
Dec 2007- Dec 4th had a DNC to remove our baby from my uterus, Dec 21st had a two week break together
Jan 2008- stationed at Camp Shelby MS
March 2008- Got to spend 5 days with him, then he left for Iraq.
This time alone has absolutley made me a stronger person, I was a weak weak little girl before this. I couldn't communicate exactly how I was feeling. I felt alone, I felt like I wasn't loved by my own husband. But most of that was my own insecurities.
Aug 2008- opened up to my husband....I cried and cried this month....
Sept 2008- Found the Lord, learned that the battle isn't with the other person. The battle is with yourself. I have learned that you must have full trust in the Lord that he will take care of your problems if you live your life through him. I love my husband with all my heart.
Dec 2008- This will be the best month of the whole year!! My sexy husband will be home. We can start our family.
I thank the Lord everynight for my husband, that he is strong enough to go to war zone and still be strong enough to love his wife...with all her problems! I pray for God to keep his strong while he is over there to keep it up, so we can work on it more.
I love you woodrow j boblett III with all my heart and I can't wait until you come home and hold me. I need you.
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