Dear Lord,

Dear Lord,

   I write to you today to tell you and the world that I am thankful for everything that you have given me so far. Sometimes I don't understand your ways, your lessons. Dear Lord, I would not wish what I have been though on my worst enemy. As I sit here and I write this, I look to the sky with tear filled eyes. Knowing there are so many women out there that are having issues conceiving and they can't get passed it. They can't see just how great life is. That being a mom is a part of life, but it doesn't have to be. You can have a happy life without being a mom. Trusting and having a relationship with you Lord is what life is about.

I am terrified Lord. I do not want to take prescriptions. I am terrified that if I do that there will be complications and that will be my fault. My fault for not trusting in you. Letting my path go the way YOU want it and not the way that I want it. I am thankful for everything that I have accomplished in my life. I thank you for answering my prayers and letting me be with the love of my life.


It breaks my heart for others who do not see, just how great life is. We yearn for something that we can't obtain, therefore we yearn for it more. I am putting my trust in you Lord.

Without sadness there could be no compassion. Without heartbreak, there would be no love.