Letting go...of emotional baggage! =)

So, its only taken me 4 years to get to this point. However, I believe holding the anger, jealousy and resentment for the people who choose to have kids "when I think they shouldn't" is just holding me back. Its not for me to say that they are not RIGHT where they are supposed to be! Things happen to people for a reason, I really have no idea why we aren't pregnant after 5 years of trying and one miscarriage 4 years ago. 

I will have to say that this is the hardest journey that I EVER been on. I LOVE my life right now.

It was really hard for me to come to this point. I do realize that I have to let go of this anger I have. Its hard for me to admit that I am angry, jealous, and most of all heart broken. I know that we will be blessed with a bundle of joy at some time. Right now, we just keep living. We keep on going on........and one day I will scream from the roof tops of our joy!