Ok...I just cant do it!

On 7/6/2012, I posted that I would not be peeing on any more sticks. WELLLL.....I can't help it. I can't "give up" so to speak. I have found a closed Facebook group that is all about women TTC and having problems, where belly pics and complaining about how uncomfortable you are is NOT ALLOWED.

I can't just turn off the want to have a baby. I believe that its in "most" women's DNA.

 I was told by a local PA that unless I lost a lot of weight that I would NEVER become a mother. That's just absurd! That right there should have been a HUGE red flag! However, I trusted the PA and the Dr. she worked for. Therefore, I battled with diets....which never work. You should never be on a diet where you can't have certain things.

Anyway, saw another Dr. who told me as long as long as I am ovulating that really my weight doesn't matter in the conception process. She prescribed me Clomid as I was not ovulating at the right time. Well I took it once and since then I have been ovulating ON TIME! =) Next step, will be to get my husbands semen analysis done so we can make sure our swimmers are good enough! 

I am overwhelmed by the out pour of support that I have got since voicing my journey!

Yes, I am aware that a healthy weight helps create a healthy baby. However, I have saw women who are a lot bigger than I am go on to have healthy happy babies! 

So, I will continue to pee on my OPK's. I will continue to walk/jog my 4 miles a day 6 days a week. I will continue this journey until I reach my goal!!!

I WILL NOT GIVE UP!!!! I will try to not stress out about it. I will try my best to make my surrounding the best for conception!